corelle: (KHR - Gokudera - ...)
Given The Chance I Will Create Chaos~ ([personal profile] corelle) wrote2009-04-16 03:15 pm

And She's Supposed To Be My Rock...

So because of my own fail-ment, I've been given the 'don't call until you get help' treatment from my mom.

Apparantly I'm too upsetting and neurotic for my parents.

My bad.



[identity profile] jikeidannin.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
That's just awful. I'm so sorry to hear that. D:

[identity profile] corelle.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, it's really pretty upsetting. She's always been there for me, through worse things than this even.

But I guess this is just one thing too many.


[identity profile] jikeidannin.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't imagine my mom ever doing that. I'd...be crushed. I really would.

*hugs*

[identity profile] corelle.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I'm...not really sure what to do about it.

The worst part is she affects the rest of the family. I've got two younger brothers, one of which is supposed to be visiting in May. And now I have no idea how it's going to affect things with him. Cause it will. It's guaranteed too. Just the way it works with us.

IDK I just feel even more tired. [sigh]

[identity profile] azalea-j.livejournal.com 2009-04-17 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
Damn. That... that sucks.

[identity profile] bakabokken.livejournal.com 2009-04-17 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
/HUGE HUGS.

I too would feel crushed if my mom ever did that to me. D: But on the other hand, maybe it wouldn't be such an unwise idea to seek some counseling? It sounds like you've really hit a rough spot, love, and counseling isn't necessarily a bad thing (trust me, I've been there and done that too - lots of people have). However, I don't think that your mother's policy of "don't call until you get help" is the way to go, man. That's just kind of cold and insensitive. I'm so sorry you have to deal with that, hon! ): ♥♥♥

(If you ever need a good listening ear, though, I'm more than willing to oblige! I can e-mail you my cell number if you ever just want to talk! ♥♥♥)

[identity profile] corelle.livejournal.com 2009-04-23 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not much of a cell person but it would be nice to have.

LOVE YOU SO MUCH <33333333333

And you are right, I do have a counseling appointment next week. We'll see what happens.